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Friday, 14 September 2007

  • I never felt nothing in the world like this before
    Now I'm missing you
    & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
    Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
    So now I'm all alone,
    Girl you could have stayed
    but you wouldnt give me a chance
    With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
    And all my tears they keep running down my face
    Why did you turn away?

    [Bridge]
    So why does your pride make you run and hide?
    Are you that afraid of me?
    But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
    This is not how you wanted to be

    [Chorus]
    So baby I will wait for you
    Cause I don''t know what else i can do
    Don't tell me I ran out of time
    If it takes the rest of my life

    Baby I will wait for you
    If you think I'm fine it just aint true
    I really need you in my life
    No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

    [Verse 2]
    It's been a long time since you called me
    (How could you forget about me)
    You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
    How can you walk away,
    Everything stays the same
    I just can't do it baby
    What will it take to make you come back
    Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
    Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
    Don't leave me crying.


    [Bridge]
    Baby why can't we just start over again
    Get it back to the way it was
    If you give me a chance I can love you right
    But your telling me it wont be enough

    [Chorus]
    So baby I will wait for you
    Cause I don''t know what else i can do
    Don't tell me I ran out of time
    If it takes the rest of my life

    Baby I will wait for you
    If you think I'm fine it just aint true
    I really need you in my life
    No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

    [Bridge]
    So why does you pride make you run & hide
    Are you that afriad of me?
    But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
    Thats not how you wanted to be

    Baby I will wait for you (For you)
    Baby I will wait for you
    If it's the last thing i do

    [Chorus]
    So baby I will wait for you
    Cause I don''t know what else i can do
    Don't tell me I ran out of time
    If it takes the rest of my life

    Baby I will wait for you
    If you think I'm fine it just aint true
    I really need you in my life
    No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you


    I'll Be Waiting.
  • ><

    我快撐不下去了
    我以為我可以就這樣放棄

    好痛苦
    好難過

    為什麼這次這麼難
    誰懂我的痛苦

    每天看到人都是笑笑的
    卻沒人看到笑容的背後卻是一滴滴的淚

    我沒辦法
    我沒辦法再假裝快樂了


Thursday, 06 September 2007

  • 假如....

    老實說
    其實也不用老實說 事實就是事實..
    我認為我根本不算一個真正的基督徒自從小學三年級以後
    我去教會都只是為了去而去
    我去團契 也不是因為想去尋求神
    就算在16歲那年再次的堅信禮
    對我來說
    那也只不過是為了讓我爸不再唸我
    那也只不過是別讓人說我為什麼一個牧師的兒子不能領聖餐

    尤其是到美國以後
    教會對我來說只是一個地方
    一個台灣人聚集的地方

    不管是在學校內 校外
    我都沒有作為一個身為一個基督徒應該做的
    我也知道這樣很差
    但是就是會這樣
    我那時候一直認為我的生活也許就是一直這樣下去
    就這樣無意義的下去
    沒有神的生活
    整個人生就很沒意義

    直到遇到你
    第一次因為需要配合人而開始讀我碰都不碰的聖經
    第一次因為認為我有責任要為我所做的負責任
    當然
    第一次發現要自己去尋求跟神的關係

    在台灣的痛苦生活 其實我都寫過了
    每天的生活對我來說也是沒意義 沒有目標

    記得有一次有一個牧師來我們教會
    他幫我預言的時候 第一句話就是...You can not run away from God.
    當時我覺得很好笑....我想說 我從來沒有要run away, 我只是不去找他而已
    但我也不介意
    直到發生了許許多多事情
    我才知道我自己的渺小
    我才知道我在上帝面前什麼都不是

    這對我來說是一個很大的進步  以前我一直認為就靠自己就行
    想說沒什麼我不能做到

    之後去到PK營
    我才真正的再度找回我的身分
    才真正的了解到要怎麼去跟上帝親近

    這次回台灣最大的收穫應該就是重建我與神的關係...
    這個lesson可是一個非常大的代價
    不僅是在心靈上或是在金錢上.....

    其實我還是很脆弱的 當我回到MN的時候 
    太多太多的事情讓我沒辦法及時接受
    最初的幾天其實我常常偷偷哭
    但是卻又要在大家面前裝做開心的笑
    但也因為這樣我才學會要怎樣依靠神
    因為他會在我最孤單難過的時候陪著我

    雖然你已經下定決心 我也尊重你的決定
    但對我來說 我的那一份( )是不會變的
    我相信一切的事情都有神帶領
    就算事情可能不會照我的想要的happen
    但我也請上帝賜給我一個剛強的心
    也謝謝你...
    這學期的課應該算是2年來最重的一次
    也許好好專心讀書是一件好事

    我真的很想跟大家說
    當與神的關係很親近的時候
    感受到的快樂真的不是世俗能給的
    那種從神而來的喜悅感覺真的很棒

    好啦
    我該回去讀書了 :]

    ps. 當第2次那個牧師又來教會的時候  他第一眼看到我的第一句話就是 You can not run away from God.!!..當場整個就囧了我.... Orz

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